The Proposal.

I'm a real sucker for romantic movies...period.

The above movie is definitely another romantic comedy, however, if you analyse Sandra Bullock's character; she makes the story different from others. (too much literature) Besides that, it definitely is a comedy and how can you go wrong with Sandra Bullock- surprisingly, Ms. Bullock and Mr. Reynolds seem quite a suitable on screen pair.

Last reason to encourage you guys...I mean girls to watch this show is Ryan Reynolds!!! Oh boy, there is something about that man! But Hugh Jackman is still number one. Haha!


-chelle-

Despite the confusion, I still want it!
Actually, the confusion is what makes me want to learn it even more.
To be able to fully understand it and know what the pros are talking about.
To learn and put it all into practice.

I'm waiting for that day where "goodbyes" all I hear.

-chelle-

It's funny:

I wonder whether my feelings for E is an obsession? Haha.







-chelle-

This is me...then...now.

This is me...THEN:














NOW:







what do you think?

-chelle-

Took the test for SGs:

Top 3:

1. Faith
2. Helps (mum was laughing this one.)
3. Leadership, Administration and Celibacy.

"celibacy"? Hello Egypt!!!!





this is what a panda and a dragonfly does while waiting in line at Genting's Theme Park.




last day with the squirrel who has now hopped to Canada.


-chelle-

Photos.

Favourite casual wear.




Navy blue.





I LOVE LOVE this but I won't wear it anywhere outside the dressing room.





First time taking a pic with a super mini skirt (someone please tell me how do girls wear such short stuff?) But I so wanted to buy both of it!





Of course A and I (in our faves for the day).





This is what the both do almost every other day.






Mummy dearest!






Kena saman on the same day I saw this baby.


I guess I've fallen for you.

-chelle-

Love it!

To me, the most interesting crime would be a serial killer who is obsessed with the ancient Rome religions and also a cannibal. He chooses his victims according to the roles found in ancient Rome religions and then kills them in whatever manner, later he takes any part of their skeleton such as a finger, knee cap, etc and places it together with the other different skeletons to form a human skeleton; which when finish becomes his masterpiece!

if you're wondering why I'm so mad, please watch BONES on Star World, every Thursday night at 8 pm.

-chelle-

I wonder how this could have happened,
It seems so out of the blue,
Something so unexpected,
Yet I can't help but smile.

you give my heart the words to speak.
Yet you are no way close to 'murder mysteries' and 'dead bodies'.

-chelle-

Haha.

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain,
It's two am and I'm cursing your name,
I'm so in love that I acted insane,
And that's the way I love you.

Breakin' down and comin' undone,
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush,
And I never knew I could feel that much,
And that's the way I loved you.

I dedicate this part of a song to my boyfriend (well, when I have one.)

I'm head over heels.

-chelle-

Oooo Lala.

Saw this picture on twitter and it completely made my day!


big smiles

-chelle-

Crazy boys!

Here's what two 'nothing better to do in the middle of the night' boys did:


Presenting the supposedly creative Eric and Malcolm:



Eric Thor Khooi Hin: we should talk about michelle's love life... ;)

Malcolm Kuan: Goood idea!! do we create one up or aski michelle for some parts?

Eric Thor Khooi Hin: just create lar... we are creative people.

Malcolm Kuan: Hmmm ok u shall start with the first part xD

Eric Thor Khooi Hin: why me? I always start... now your turn lar... at least let her hate us equally... hahaha

Malcolm Kuan: HAHAHAHAHA okey.. Hmm one day michelle was walking down Jalan Beng Beng and saw this talk dark and not so handsome guy...

Eric Thor Khooi Hin: ... she was quite lonely thinking about pyramids only every night and thought she would give that fellow a chance...

Malcolm Kuan: ..so she went closer and closer..she could not see his face properly because he was tall dark and not handsome.. as she was within 5 meters from him, she could see that he is wrapped in toilet rolls, lots and lots of toilet rolls.. *suspense music plays in the background*..

Eric Thor Khooi Hin: to her joy, it was a mummy! a not so old mummy (and not from egypt), but a mummy nonetheless. she was so ecstatic that she started to sweat under the hot humid night in kuala lumpur...

Malcolm Kuan: ..and it was love at 4326th sight..she then leaped into the mummy's arms..ready to kiss his fleshless cheek but then...his arms broke...*horror music plays*

Eric Thor Khooi Hin: ... the mummy started crying for his mummy... the tears that gushed from his eye sockets wet the toilet paper and his coverings started to melt away. Without the protection of the trusty toilet paper, his decaying body is exposed to the bright lights of KL and bursts into flames...

Michelle is stunned and lays sitting on the floor as she gazes upon her 4326th love flailing his... errm... legs as he goes up in flames... *sad music plays*

Malcolm Kuan: ..all of a sudden, gabby parachutes down and puts out the fire on the mummy..but to no avail..so gabby gives CPR to the mummy. The mummy was awaken again! due to bad breath.. with a half naked body, the mummy runs towards michelle...

..they run towards each other with arms wide open.. Alas!! the mummy fell into one of the many man holes in KL...



-chelle-

Confusion?

To clear up some confusion:

1. I'm not emo-ing although it may seem so in me bloggie and facebook, I'm merely confused.

2. I'm beyond happy that He open the way for me to study the distance learning course with Manchester University (not the football club...I don't even know how to play football =P}.

3. But I want more than just studying it long distance, I want to go overseas.

4. But(again), things aren't looking so bright right now, thus, the confusion.
~ go UK or go NZ?

5. I know that I'm meant to study Ancient History and not Law, but (look at no. 4)

Okay that is all...

Isn't it suppose to be 'opposites attract'?

-chelle-

Hallelujah!

FATTY aka Anya is back home!!

Thank God!!!!

But she isn't barking...I hope the people didn't do anything to her vocal box and I have no clue what on earth they fed her!

*runs and hugs Anya*

-chelle-

=D

They say "pyramid" I say "hallelujah!"

They show "pyramid" I faint.


Hehe.

-chelle-

Again.

I really don't know.

Why must it all be so extremely confusing?

you got me hypnotized, so memorized.

-chelle-

Idealist.

I was walking down a long hall with gazillion different doors leading to a huge field. I kept walking faster and faster as I saw the door numbers come closer to mine. They were rushing to keep up with my pace; some looked around at those passing by and others chatted away. But no one was next to me, they knew better than to slow me.
Finally, we came to number 70 and I stopped. I stopped and looked around at those who came along. I smiled- I felt thankful that they had come- and my eyes were filled with tears- to them, it would seem that I was crying tears of sadness but I knew better than to correct them. It was in fact...tears of joy. I love them all but I could not let such an opportunity go; it meant the world to me and they knew it. My dad and mum looked at me with a smile and daddy handed me my backpack reminding that all the important stuff were in whichever pocket. I nodded my head in agreement but he knew that I was overly excited to even listen to him. I gave my mum and dad a huge hug and thank them for everything.
I smiled at all of them and said, "I'll see you soon" but I don't think they believed me.
As I said my goodbyes, someone tugged my jacket and I turned around to find A struggling to keep that big smile off her face. "Chelle, we got to go...it's leaving."
I said my final "goodbyes" and we walked happily away into the other side of the door.
10 hours later, A and I step down, we looked at each other with the biggest smiles on our faces. I looked around with great joy and then looked up and say, "thank You!"





*loud burp*

"Chelle!" I 'woke up' and saw A waving her hand at me and it all slowly came back to me. It was only a dream...

But there are no boundaries and I'll make it someday!

A girl can dream. =D

-chelle-

Swansea.

Am I being overly greedy for asking a little more?

what about you?

-chelle-

=D / =S

I'm just wondering

How can one of the happiest moments in my life and one of the saddest moments in my life take place during the same weekend with just one day apart?

I don't even know whether I should laugh and smile for God's blessing or cry until something happens for my worst careless mistake?

Loving: "fallen for you" by Colbie Caillat.

-chelle-

From Mummy.

OK..now i write in proper england...i mean english. cheh is having her holidays... and this is what she and i do, most afternoons...wa hahahahahah.. mom has given up on us...we are of no help but then we never said we were. wahahahahah!!!

enough for now...gotta go set table for dinner. take care, peeeple...

-Nya and Mummy-

Speechless

I still don't know how to even say 'thank you' to Him?
I know that this would not have happened without Him and this is so true although it may sound cliche.

Today has been an almost perfect day simply because of the huge huge surprise *looking down at previous blog* but also because I got to try out kickboxing...and another surprise: I found a sport that I like. It is super cool and great body work out!

*smiles dreamingly*

-chelle-

WHERE? HOW? CAN I EVEN THANK HIM!

"I am pleased to confirm that your application has been carefully considered and we are delighted to offer you a place on the Distance Learning Programme leading to a Certificate of Continuing Education in Egyptology starting in September 2009."




OMG! How on earth do I even thank Him for such a fantastic present!!! *jumps up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down*

Thank you to all who have been praying for me and especially thank you to me parents and A for seriously supporting me and most importantly, THANK YOU GOD!!!!

*screams off the roof*

on the way to transforming my dream into a reality.

another very important issue: the ridiculous change of language to teach Science and Maths in BM. If you disagree or agree, please vote on Tun Mahathir's website http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/

-chelle-

Struggles.

Sometimes it is so hard,
You think that you've tried all that you can,
And yet there seems to be no other way,
Then someone or something reminds you not to give up,
Right at that moment you're all confused once again.

It's like a never ending journey,
All the struggles and challenges,
That remind you of reality,
Yet there is something within you that says,
"Stand up and continue fighting."

It is a dream I know I can never give up. It is a dream worth fighting for.


-chelle-

Cause when I'm with him,
I am thinking of you...


-chelle-

A little lovey dovey.

H took me out on a date, unexpectedly, yesterday afternoon. He brought me to a place where I could visit many other places at the same time; he took me to the Mediterranean, New York, New Jersey and India. It was a beautiful afternoon and by night, I was love struck.

Guess who H is.

I keep thinking about you, I guess I am falling for you.

-chelle-

M or N?

Praying so hard for a 'yes' from either:









my dream seems like an arms length away yet it is farther than that.

-chelle-

Bukit Gasing.

Today was not like any other day:

~ woke up around 6:28 am.
~ left church for Bukit Gasing around 8 am.
~ made friends with the adorable doggies that came along.
~ started walking up the jungle.
~ staring down at the ground, praying to God that I don't see anything sliding towards or away from me.
~ dare not look up, initially, for the fear that a pair of deadly eyes would stare right back at me.
~ continue walking.
~ slowly started enjoying.
~ lots of climbing and slippery or steep paths.
~ still enjoying.
~ still enjoying.
~ took a little break.
~ and then...the SWAMP!
~ that was the worst; sorry to those behind me who had to wait.
~ deciding whether to run back to where I came from or just freeze; I froze.
~ worried that something would bite Ming Yan as he showed to me that there was nothing.
~ stared at the long stick in the water, waiting for it to attack me.
~ finally! Walked quickly across and climbed up and up away from the terror.
~ saw an old abandoned house and my mood immediately changed.
~ continue walking.
~ started to feel a little tired.
~ finally the peak and then walking back down; which seemed more like we were climbing up and up.
~ at last, LAND!!!! (I mean proper tar land!)

What kept me going?

1. Me friends that were there.
2. Had my mind set on trying something new.
3. Imagining the place to be Egypt and the sand and rocks I had to climb before reaching the pyramid or temple.

Thank You so much for giving the courage to try something new and that You made sure 'nothing' came out from anywhere.

-chelle-

Give up or not?

I just feel like giving up- giving up the dream that I have always had. It seems to me that no matter how much I try, nothing works. The possibility is so slim that part of me says "just forget it and move on". I search and search but it all seems impossible or not worth the money. I know well enough that I will never forgive myself if I burden them and that is one major reason as to why I want a new path. However, I still can't. It is a dream that I want to transform into a reality; a reality that I can live in. I know that I have never wanted 'anything' so badly in my life- I'll give up all my material stuff for that and I'll work for it.

"You gave me one good reason to fight and never walk away".

'You': my parents and best friend, A.
They make me believe that I can still do it no matter how hard it may seem.

He says "listen to My voice and let Me guide your path."
That is what I just learned. I know it is going to be difficult to listen to His voice especially with all my thoughts and feelings rushing in and out, but I know that I want to.
Part of me prays so hard that what He wants for me is what I want for me but the other part knows that it is up to Him and that His plan is always and forever better.

amazingly, talking to Him reminds me that no matter how much I love E, He comes first because when I feel broken because of E, only He knows how to calm me down.

-chelle-