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Tell me what should I do when all I want is so far away, barely within my reach?

Honestly, it is not ok. I'm not ok. Everything's not ok.

I hate to hear people say "oh I miss home" "oh I rather be back home" "I can't wait to come back" etc. My reply to all of that crap is bullshit! Can't you see how blessed and fortunate you are to even have the opportunity to go overseas?

A says "think about it this way, you are even more fortunate to know what you exactly want in life. you have the goal and dream in life not like them."  I agree but I can't deny that the pain and frustration are so.....!

-chelle-

They are two people whom I know I can always depend on for support, strength and laughter:

-chelle-

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With a heavy heart and a solemn face, she drove to the unwanted destination. As she parked her car and walked into the compound, with all her might she held back the tears that were waiting to just flow. As she walked, she wished and prayed so hard that it was all just a nightmare. When she entered the destination, she put on a fake smile but she knew her eyes told a whole different story. The walk back to her car was even more painful as she knew that her nightmare had finally become a reality. She told herself she would wait till she got back home to the comfort of her bed and Pooh, but the tears refused to obey.

Tell me, what should she do.

the pain instensifies with every passing second.

someone please tell her that it is only just a nightmare...

-chelle-