It's never easy 'to forgive and forget'. I know it has been months but every time I think I've gotten over it, it comes back and haunts me. Hence, reminding me of everything once again although I do try to push it aside.
Does that mean I've not exactly forgiven? I guess it does mean that.
However, how do I do so?
They say time heals everything but it seems like time hasn't been able to heal this.
Is it that impossible?
I rather be alone than to be hurt again.
-chelle-
Friday 9 May 2008
Friday 2 May 2008
One month
Whoa! Okay, it has been almost a month since I've last posted anything. Well, I'm back! Hehe. (Ss-ing). Life for the past month has been...well I guess I can just use one word to describe it all: 'hectic'. Thankfully, I've managed to settle and finish some things and now I can focus on something else like my studies!!!
College life has been ok; ok but I think I've seriously mellowed down and become anti- social. I know those people; who know me very well will be laughing their heads off while reading this. You must be wondering how can this crazy girl be anti-social, sadly it is true. Overall, I'm beginning to find Law very interesting especially the Criminal section. I never thought I would be doing Law, hence, hopefully I do; do well. *cross fingers*. Economics and English Literature are my two other subjects; which I have to say I am enjoying too. I never; never ever thought I would be studying any of these three subjects but look at where I am today. Day in and day out, these are the three subjects staring back at me.
However, I do wonder, sometimes, whether I have made the right choice. Everytime, I hear the word 'History' or see a 'History' book, it hits me in the head as to how much I miss studying the subject. I know doing Law is a very good choice especially since it is one of the closest options to History and that it will definitely secure me with a good career backbone, but I am going to make sure that I do study 'History' as my masters. I know you must be thinking, she is only doing A Level and yet she's already got her mind set to do masters, well it is definitely a dream for me to study History that in depth and hopefully I will be able to do so. *cross fingers*
Besides, studying, learning to drive and a few other things, life has been ok; okay. However, I have to admit I seem to be deprived of cuties---stretch that---CUTE MAT SALLEH GUYS!!! Haha. I go in and out of KL Sentral everyday and I've only seen roughly about 5 average looking cuties! (Dragonfly, dont fall of your chair laughing about this!) Hopefully, there will be more to come! Haha.
I guess this is all for now...sorry for such a long post.
Time to get back to workie work.
-chelle-
College life has been ok; ok but I think I've seriously mellowed down and become anti- social. I know those people; who know me very well will be laughing their heads off while reading this. You must be wondering how can this crazy girl be anti-social, sadly it is true. Overall, I'm beginning to find Law very interesting especially the Criminal section. I never thought I would be doing Law, hence, hopefully I do; do well. *cross fingers*. Economics and English Literature are my two other subjects; which I have to say I am enjoying too. I never; never ever thought I would be studying any of these three subjects but look at where I am today. Day in and day out, these are the three subjects staring back at me.
However, I do wonder, sometimes, whether I have made the right choice. Everytime, I hear the word 'History' or see a 'History' book, it hits me in the head as to how much I miss studying the subject. I know doing Law is a very good choice especially since it is one of the closest options to History and that it will definitely secure me with a good career backbone, but I am going to make sure that I do study 'History' as my masters. I know you must be thinking, she is only doing A Level and yet she's already got her mind set to do masters, well it is definitely a dream for me to study History that in depth and hopefully I will be able to do so. *cross fingers*
Besides, studying, learning to drive and a few other things, life has been ok; okay. However, I have to admit I seem to be deprived of cuties---stretch that---CUTE MAT SALLEH GUYS!!! Haha. I go in and out of KL Sentral everyday and I've only seen roughly about 5 average looking cuties! (Dragonfly, dont fall of your chair laughing about this!) Hopefully, there will be more to come! Haha.
I guess this is all for now...sorry for such a long post.
Time to get back to workie work.
-chelle-
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