Wednesday 29 April 2009

Move aside Prince Caspian and Prince Arthur, here comes Wolverine!!!

It is seriously one of the MUST see movies of the year- full of action and it tells the story of another story from the beginning.







I have two reasons for watching this movie:

a) Hugh Jackman! He is my definition of a real man- tall (freaking tall), a great physique, macho, rugged charm, great proportion, looks freaking great in a jeans, a leather jacket, a white singlet and jeans and best in a suit!








b)I enjoyed X-Men 3. I suggest to those who enjoyed X-Men's trilogy, to go ahead and watch this movie. It is a really nice movie. Surprisingly, Will.I.Am from Black Eyed Peas can actually act *applauds* I know he is musically inclined but I didn't know he could act too. Not only that Daniel Henny (suppose to be a Korean actor) did a great job too and Ryan Reynolds- I have always seen him as a romantic comedy sort of actor but hey he can handle a sword VERY well *faints*


I realised something: I'm born in the wrong era- I love a knight in shining armour, that explains my choice of men:Ben Barnes and Bradley James.

(lalalalalalalalalalalala)

-chelle-

Monday 27 April 2009

Me new shades!













Okay I'm still getting use to posing in them. Hehe. The shots are obviously not great- I don't exactly have a knack for photography but what the heck! Hehe.

-chelle-

Saturday 25 April 2009

Torn between two lovers.

G asked me once during service, "God or Egypt?" I didn't give her an immediate answer because in my head I said "God" and I knew that my heart said "Egypt." I guess it is easier said than done. I love God and want to grow closer with Him etc but at the same time I just know deep down inside of me, I need to study Egyptology.

I have always seen myself studying Egyptology as a part of what I need to do in my life but today, during youth worship, it struck me 'what if God doesn't want me to study Egyptology now?'. Analysing the situation in various angles, it is almost impossible to study it now. As much as I can dream and work hard for it, it is literally almost impossible and then I tune my mind to think realistically what are my options. Simple answer: "to do what I planned to do in the first place and that is to study Law and *cross fingers* do my final year in UK."

What frustrates, confuses and upsets me is that I love this subject so much (like literally more than cars and gorgeous looking blue eye guys and (this last bit amy be a little harsh but I'm being honest) more than half of my friends)and it is really one of my biggest goals in life that I just know that I need to fulfill before dying, then the thought arises, "Why does God not grant me what I truly really want?"

Is it a part of His bigger plan for my life? From today's youth worship and yesterday's YAC discussion, I realised that I must prepare myself to say to Him, "Let Your will be done." As much as it pains me to think about it now but at the end of the day He comes before Egypt right? That is the way I want it but there is always something that is going to come between Him and I and it is up to me to decide.

Why do I have to make such a decision?

-chelle-

Friday 24 April 2009

My favourite new series before my other favourite CSI

Never really thought of watching this series but one day my friend made me watch it for her- as she had to go somewhere that night- so I was on duty to report to her about her "boyfriend's" performance and well, since then! It's my favourite series before my even more favourite CSI! (Okay, I don't make sense but who cares! My blog...:P)

Presenting: Prince Arthur



Besides his blue eyes and very good physique, I have nothing else to say about him.


Presenting: Merlin




Definitely not as good looking at the above but his blue eyes are nicer and I love his character! So adorable and cute the way he acts! And his own real accent...it's alluring and attractive and...*faints*.


It's clear I'm a sucker for Caucasians' with blue eyes. But who cares...a girl can dream!

-chelle-

Wednesday 22 April 2009

L.o.v.e struck

You are the perfect end to a long and stressful day.

-chelle-

A little too far away

Just wishing to be in your arms


....I shall wait till you come back.



-chelle-

Monday 20 April 2009

*grins*

As the rain falls,

I recall the first time you smiled at me,

I knew then that my heart belonged to you,

And it still does.


-chelle-

Just before you went to college....

A simple "hello dear" from you put a big smile on my face.


-chelle-

Sunday 19 April 2009

My Eng Lit Lecturer would be so proud....

Taking a break after 3 hours of non-stop Economics! *big sighs*


Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in the ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way




Its language and style of writing, I am uncertain. The movie, I watched for the sake of wanting to watch a movie. J.K. Rowling’s masterpiece is already part of UK’s modern literature syllabus and I wonder whether this one can top the richest author’s ‘Mona Lisa’ or even come close to it. However, I am positively sure- from watching the movie- that its plot is 100% more interesting than R.K Narayan’s “The English Teacher” but I also believe that it is no where near or even in the same category as Virginia Woolf’s “Mrs. Dalloway”. I have analysed 7 books in one and a half years, and it has grown in me to analyse the characters of a book or a movie.

I recently watched this movie again because of my sister and this second time around, it actually caught my attention and I felt the desire to watch the movie with an analytical point of view.







The two main characters are Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan (I hope I got the characters’ names right). Both made up of a complex personality, both attracted to one another for no definite reason and both from absolutely different worlds.
Edward Cullen, the supposed hottest guy in Fork High School, whom no girl is good enough for- that is before Isabella, comes into the picture. The odd one out of the five Cullen siblings, Edward, keeps to himself most of the time. His extra ability is to read people’s minds, therefore, when he is unable to ‘read’ Isabella, he is frustrated and indirectly sees her as a challenge he must try to overcome. Besides that, there is something ‘special’ about her that he finds attractive. Although he knows that he should stay away from her, his protective feelings towards her overpowers his inner will to stay away. When he discovers that Isabella is unafraid of him, he is even more attracted to her and this attraction develops into an emotional connection; which they call ‘love’. At the climax of the story, he is torn between the desire for her to become a vampire and the inability to control his lust once he tastes her human blood. In the audience’s opinion, Edward is a complex character who is suddenly put on the spot when a human girl comes into his life turning it upside down. He has always been able to stay away from girls as he has had no physical or emotional connection to them and has proved to be a discipline ‘vegetarian’. Therefore, when Isabella appears, he is thrown off guard and struggles with his heart and mind; which tell him two different things. His heart desires to draw close to her, to have a physical and emotional connection with her but his mind continuously tries to remind him that he must control his emotions.

Isabella Swan, the only daughter of Chief Swan and his ex wife. She decides to live with her father temporary while her mother and step father take a road trip. We know from her earliest conversation with Edward that she loves her mother and does not want to see her mother unhappy, thus, she makes a decision to come and live in Fork with her father. This demonstrates to us the close relationship she has with her mother. Although, she and her father have a little more distance, when James begins his hunt for her, she is terrified at the thought that her father will be harm because of her own actions. Nevertheless, she knows that to protect him she has to hurt him first and she does so with a heavy heart. Her attraction towards Edward is as complex as his attraction to her is. She is curious about his mood swings and his protectiveness towards her i.e. his ‘coincidental’ timing to always rescue her from being killed by her friend’s car and from being harass by the immoral boys. When she finally discovers the truth about him, she reveals it to him without much fear and is even more attracted to him. Not only that, when he tells her to move to Jacksonville as it will be the best for the both of them to be apart, she is terrified and refuses to move. Her inability to stay away is interesting as the audience views it as the lack of closeness she has with her parents. She does not have a very close and intimate relationship with her parents, as many youths experience, and when she develops this intimate relationship with Edward she cannot bear the thought of losing him, hence she is shocked by his news. Once again, the audience is encouraged to view their relationship as one that is beyond complexity and that there is no definite reason for their physical and emotional attraction besides the fact that they are both curious as to their attraction towards one another.

Okay, I’ve thought and written all of these in half an hour (f.y.i that is not sufficient for one to analyse even one character) and that is all the time I have for Twilight. My beloved Economics awaits me.

The result of procrastinating the entire week is burning the midnight oil. Dang it!

-chelle-

Thursday 16 April 2009

Pictures

I realised that my blog has, of late, been full of my ramblings, hence, to enlighten the readers I've uploaded a few of my favourite latest pictures- from the fantastic concert I attended to the dresses I kept trying on without buying.
































































Tuesday 14 April 2009

MTV Movie Awards 2009



*screams* I have only one big crush and it is the man- furthest one on the right at the top row.

I won't say anymore because I don't think I'll stop.

-chelle-

Sunday 12 April 2009

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep your faith

great song from Miley Cyrus.


-chelle-

A not so happy Easter Sunday.



Didn't exactly have an all too pleasant day today. Woke up early to complete my work and finished right on time to shower and go off to college. Consequence of the lack of time was that I forgot to eat my breakfast and lunch, hence, I starved all the way till 3pm.

Arrived in college and found that the class was not open yet and it was so freaking hot! Of all days they (the college) decided not to turn on the corridor air cons, well can't really blame them since it is a Sunday! At the end, had to suffer in one of the classes; which had no air con for an hour because of some stupid reason. In addition to the hot surrounding, my stomach was growling and the Economics lecturer isn't the nicest people on earth- I have to say he is sort of the wannabe Simon Cowell of the college; downright sarcastic and knows damn well that I HATE...actually wait...LOATHE calculations(even the simplest ones).

We were going through the past year papers and surprise; surprise my mind was all messed up with all the theories (formula and calculations never entered my brain before), so it was kind of sucky start. For the next 6 hours, I was called up to the front to do all the calculation questions; which I honestly have to say DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO AT ALL and seriously nothing! Thus, that just made things worse. My lecturer refused to let me go and made me do all the calculations despite the numerous times I told him in front of the entire class "I don't do maths!" Was bullied by him countless times but I've gotten use to it, so I took it lightly.

Though what one of the smarty girls said was not hurtful but more of just...well my thought was "Oh shut up! You don't know that my brain is just not made for such subjects. It's better off with memorising."

Came back home, sat down and ate dumpling while watching Oprah- acting out both of my favourite past times simultaneously; pigging and couch potato-ing. Decided to sleep early and wake up early but a dear friend 'texted' and another called, so out of bed it was and then a thought came to mind.

'I hate Maths and Calculation but my love for my dream (Egypt) exceeds it, hence, I'm going to find a way around the formulas and calculation questions just so I can be a tiny step closer to Egypt!

Then now! I have managed to complete all the calculation questions in 4 papers with only 2-3 that I really don't know. At the end, another thought comes to mind; "If there is a will (love for E), there is a way (a way around the torturing questions)."

Soon, I will be off completing the rest of the questions; which I hope I can try to answer without getting too many wrongs as before.

Thank God!

-chelle-

Saturday 11 April 2009

He rose and conquered the grave

I sat down at my table looking at the mess I created last night- file open with plenty of papers on the table and pens everywhere- then I remembered that I actually have class today and I had not finish my work yet. Of all days, it had to be a Sunday and even more Easter Sunday; the day He rose and conquered the grave! However, it has become a ritual for me already especially the couple of months before the exam where the college would regularly hold weekend classes to revise with us.
Before I left the house...

"God, thank You for reminding me that today is not just a day about Easter eggs and bunnies or about going to church to watch skits etc. It is about You acting as You had 2000 years ago to demonstrate to us the great love You have for us. Thank You.

-chelle-

Thursday 9 April 2009

My mum's "work".

u know ah...we need a bigger house. mom is bringing in all the strays...says should pity themlah coz economic crisis, they have no place to stay. well...i thot she was kidding..but then again, u never know mom. i had a shocker of my life yesterday. i was about to go have my "fish foot spa" and lo and behold..i saw this





... u can't see her, right? but man...she has such a mean look...calls herself "beebo, d fighting fish". oh come on, fighting fish with such a lame name..beebo!!?!!! no wonder she is dire straits, and now circling in shallow waters...beebo...sounds like bo-beep the sheep!!! wahahahahaha....

and then....there is another wannabe in the house...





call herself "spideY'..d wannabe spiderman..but ah...she looks like my 'kutu-mutu' except she is black!! ok-ok...i shan't be color-bias!!

alrighty...enuf rantings...haf 2 go now.. actually ah..i am not supposed to use the computer on weekdays...if kena caught, teruklah!! piak teruk-teruk ze butt!!!
bai-bai....


And my mum tells me that she is busy working the whole day! No wonder I love playing around too...*sigh*

-chelle-

Tuesday 7 April 2009

Angry.

It doesn't matter that you are not a guy or a boy, all you have to do is betray my trust and I promise until you prove a 100% that you are sincerely sorry for what you did and you repent, will I only trust you again. If not, who cares however you are related to me, I WON'T trust you.

Don't let me be so honest with you because I promise you, you will suffer.

-chelle-

Saturday 4 April 2009

Michelle Low 101

Before Tort class (yesterday)- stupid air con was not on so 5 of us went down to another class and chat until class opened. Here's a part of the conversation; which acts as a warning to all.

Participants: Andrea, Daween, Jun Bin, Jing Jun and yours sincerely.

JB: "You don't want to become a lawyer?" *looking at me surprisingly*

Mua: "Yup, I want to do History." *with a wide smile*

JJ: "But why? It's boring." *shakes head*

Andrea and Daween look at one another and smacks head.

Mua: "Because it's fun...learning about people's life especially Egypt!" *even bigger smile*

JB: "Then go Uni of Malaya la"

Andrea: "Oh crap! Why did you just say that?" *shakes head*

Mua: "Because Malaysia doesn't appreciate History and the only way for me to study is to go to U. Liverpool."

Daween: "You mean that's the only university?"

Mua: "It's the top for Egyptian History....and Egypt is gorgeous.....etcetc" *starting to blab away*

Andrea and Daween: "JUN BIN!!!!"

Andrea: "You and your big mouth...now she won't stop!"

Daween: "This is why I don't mention history in front of her."

Andrea: "Yup, don't. I mistook Terracota and the Forbidden City and I got a 10 minute lecture about China's History."

Mua: *rofl*

.........it seems typing it down doesn't sound as stupid as it did in real life...oh who cares...my blog...whatever!

-chelle-

An awaking...

I realised

At the end of the day, it is all up to You because You know what is the best for me.

-chelle-

Wednesday 1 April 2009

50 reasons

Surprisingly (well okay not that surprising...actually not surprising at all), I found another 50 reasons to flee Malaysia.

Please refer to the latest Cleo Magazine and you will, hopefully, know why I say so.

P.S: Sorry to those who have opposing opinions.

-chelle-