Shia LaBeouf

I have to admit: as a girl I have had plenty of Hollywood crushes and even at the age of 18, I still do. Hehe

However, this particular actor- Shia LaBeouf- has definitely caught my eye when I first watched either Indiana Jones 4 or Transformer. I remember watching the movie and being totally at awe with his acting skills. I think for a young actor,22, he has abundant talent especially for movies such as Eagle Eye, Disturbia, Transformer, Indiana Jones 4 and many others. He is the kind of actor, who is able to portray ruggedness alongside macho-ness. After watching a few of his movies, I believe he has a great future ahead of him...as long as he isn't like those young Hollywood, who work hand in hand with Trouble.
FYI: I don't think he is by any chance a good looking actor but his look suits him well especially for the roles that he undertakes.

P.S: I LOVE EAGLE EYE!!!!!!!!
-chelle-

My latest addiction

My latest addiction:





At least it is better than my mum's which is 'weed'.

P.S: Happy Chinese New Year!

-chelle-

His promise

I thought I would be more upset and heartbroken about the news, but amazingly, I feel much better than I thought I would. And I know, it is all thanks to Him.

He truly holds on to His promises:

There shall not any man be able to stand before thee all the days of thy life: as I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
(Joshua 1:5)

-chelle-

Again

What is done is done. I cannot change all that is done.

All was calm and peaceful
Rocking to "Gotta be somebody"
Making everyone else laugh
But I kept hearing this ridiculous loud sound
"thud thud thud"
What could I do?
I walked in and then out
Felt like running away
And never coming back

I went through it once, I cannot go through it again

I'm holding on to Your hand and trusting You to determine my future.

-chelle-

I need You

I say whatever the outcome is, I know that I can trust and rely on God. However, what if I still am afraid and nervous and have a little doubt of how I am going to receive the news? Does that mean I don't trust Him or is that just the normal human behaviour? I never want to doubt Him.

My darkest moment of 2008 was on 13 March 2008 when I had all my hopes up and no, not that I was overconfident or anything, but I had a certain calmness within me that I had with me all the way until the teachers did not mention my name at all. It was then that my whole heart broke into pieces and I
'ran away'. I could not bare to look at the piece of paper that told me that my two years of hard work was for no use. It was beyond all I could ever expect and it was unbelievable, intolerable, heartbreaking and just plain HORRIBLE. I never felt that way before when receiving this kind of news, all these years it has been tears of joy and thankfulness, but on that day it was tears of pain and MAJOR disappointment. To me, I had failed beyond repair and till today deep within me, I still cannot except the news and it still remains a secret.

I went through one MAJOR disappointment, personally, though I know that my parents were beyond happiness that I did 'well' and they were amazing at making sure I was okay. (Daddy actually took the rest of the day off just to be at home, though I pretty much locked myself in the room and stopped the outside world from entering.)

I know as much as I feel calm and not stress, unlike my other friends, I know that deep within my heart, if I don't get what I targeted for this time around, I know it will be unbearable.

This is why I need Him, as much as I say "there is one more to go and give my all" I need Him to hold my hand, lead me, guide me, and tell me He is there to comfort me, no matter what.

-chelle-

You are my greatest love!

Every new day
Your glory unfolds
Filling my eyes
With Your treasures untold
The beauty of holiness
Brings worship anew
My greatest love is You
Call me deeper
Into Your grace
The river that flows
From the Holy Place
Wash over me
Cleansing me through
My greatest love is You

Love the instrumental version of this song. No words needed.

-chelle-

When He ran

No matter what we do, amazingly He still loves us and never let us go. If we don't go running after Him, He comes running after us...letting us know that after all wrong done, He still loves us.

amazing God, amazing grace

The only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

I have no idea what more I can say to explain how amazing our Lord's love, grace and mercy is.

His love has left me speechless.

-chelle-

Over and Beyond Mad.

This week has to be the worst week of the year so far.
I was getting very irritated with a few people, who call themselves technicians but obviously they are the lowest level of technician, who took one week and a half to just reformat and clear a laptop; which then had some other problem again. I had to leave it with them for a day, which they promised me three times, face to face, that they would get it done by the end of the day, but I guess their 'end of the day' means 'one day and night'. Not only that, they did not even tell me that when helping me install and fix the windows installer and MSN Messenger, they were going to delete ALL MY FILES!!! And now thanks to them, I have NOTHING!!!

Really ridiculous *fnrinvhtihatnaifhusdhyfbsdf* people!!!!

-chelle-

Cannot believe this!

I was driving back home and obviously radio surfing when I heard this pretty interesting rush hour topic on Fly Fm- DJ Jules and DJ Prem. It is a normal relationship dilemma where the girl finds out that her boyfriend has been flirting a lot with a girl he met via facebook. The boyfriend and the girl have not met face to face yet, so he says and he also adds that he will never see her face to face and it is nothing. The story was an average story and I was interested to listen to what the listeners had to say, but it was what all the 'men' and a few 'ladies' listeners said that made me so upset and seriously wanted to give them a piece of my mind; which I did.

All the 'men' (note how I am addressing the 'men')had the same old comment including DJ Prem and ladies, do you know what they said?

Flirting is nothing. It is just a game. So what if we're in a relationship, it is not like we are cheating on our girlfriends. It is a normal thing, everyone is doing it. It won't hurt my girlfriend. She is just a girl.

Whatever their absolutely lame and unintelligent excuses were, in my very; very honest opinion, each one of those 'man' have one big thing in common: No sense of respect for the female gender!

Someone even said flirting is to boost our confidence. What on earth is that?

I cannot believe that the society has come to a point where flirting is a normal thing especially when you are in a relationship. Not only are you disloyal to your partner but even more you have no respect for him or her. It doesn't matter whether you are a male or a female, each one of us deserves some kind of level of respect and why should 'men' get the upper hand when it comes to cheating and ladies are ridiculously insulted and criticised when they cheat.

-chelle-

BIG

Ok I am once again back in college and I wanted to post something yesterday but by the time I remembered I wanted to do so, it was already 3 am- I was up watching Titanic!!! (Love the movie. It is my number 1 all time favourite movie!)

He is my God
He is my Refuge
He is the Rock on which I stand
He is my Fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the whole world in His hands.


Truly the God I serve is King of all Kings and Lord of all Lords.

Amen!

-chelle-

What do I do?

Am I to ignore you always?
You did nothing wrong to me
But I know it will not turn out well
What do I do?

-confused chelle-

Golden Globe

Spent my Monday morning watching the 66th Golden Globes and of course there were many, many pretty dresses and handsome looking men! Hehe. I particularly was attracted to two actors who presented an award together. At one glance, they actually look alike but of course they are both good, good looking!!!



On the left is Chris Pine and the one on the right is Zachary Quito, Sylar.
Girls, please tell me you agree with me that they look really good! Haha. Dr. McDreamy also look charming as ever! Hehe.

-chelle-

Another crazy one from my mum.

Okay, the below is another one of my mother's ramblings in my youngest sister's blog. I know a few of you enjoy it...so go ahead and enjoy yourself! Haha

Btw...if u r ever looking for a babysitter, don't ever get one like mine. they say history repeats itself..real true...she was at IT 11 years ago, and 11 years after, she is still at IT!!!!! somethings just dont change...





Oh well...for now i shall just go rest my tired bodzy and strained brains. AND....let me introduce u to my nap mates -- pan-dy (halloooo...be nice and spell with a "d", not "t", tsk-tsk-tsk..u got no manners, huh, huh, huh?!!), toa-dy and moo-dy. ah...maybe i should also change my name to "nya-dy". eeeeeeeeeeeeks...sound so moo-nya(n)-dy!!!!




-chelle-

In College

Haiz...I'm stuck in college and my laptop has been out for the past two weeks (irritating piece of machine!) Thankfully, the college has a computer lab and a free excess to internet though I have to say that the computer kind of stinks! But I shall just make do with whatever I have.

First week of college is just plain blah! Haha. No difference except somebody came back from her holiday in London and cannot stop bragging away. Eesh!

-chelle-

A new year, a new change

After 5 years, this is definitely different.

However, I believe I've done all that I can do and I hope God is please with my service.

Now is time to move on to the greater things He has plan for me.

I live my life in Your love forever.

-chelle-

Hope you find this entertaining...hehe.

This is what my mum and youngest sister do during the free time; which is every hour of the day!

Mum is the writer while Anya is the model.


hallllllloooooooooo....it's so fun to be ze only kid in ze house. peace and quiet..goodwill to all men (oops..sorry, i am still in christmasy mood!). cheh and sa are away at ze alfafa breakaway -- sounds like some grass blow away thingy -- i wanted to go also but they would not allow me, zays i am too young, blah-blah. well...guess this is blessing in disguise...coz with them away, i've ze run of ze house, ze chocs and all foodies are mine, and mine alone... ze modem and notebook are now under my "house arrest"!! yup... finally, i have access to them.

so many things have happened since i last blogged...i am now a year wiser, turned 3x7 in october (if u do remember, but i guess u didn't coz no presents came my way..booo hoooo...booo hooo..), i did well in upsr -- As in bee-am, seance, madz and ingrish, but Bs in flench and italianies. oh well...looks like ze pizzas and pastas did not seem to work after all. anyways, i will be going to as-as-severe-tin junior high when ze new school semester begins...arggggggh...which is like 5 days away. it's going to be rather strange to parachute from being a senior to being a junior in school -- hope no one bullies me...ah i shall sharpen my claws in preparation :-| also, a bit of a problem...it is in the afternoon and i usually sleep then. see...mom has always said that i have to nap in the afternoon, so would it be my fault now if i were to fall asleep in class next year? or would it be mom's? will settle that when the time comes. for now...a view of my many sleeping poses........















-chelle-

He answers little prayers

God is amazing...amazing!!! I went for Youth Breakaway 2008 and it was the best holiday of the year!

I prayed for one small thing the night before camp: "God, please speak to me during camp."

Guess what!!! God answers even the smallest prayers! He definitely spoke to me during the camp through Pastor Daniel and I am amazed at how God works. Pastor Daniel has never met us and never heard of us either, but when he spoke each service, he spoke right to my heart.

-chelle-

Hello 09

Happy Happy New Year!!!!

A new day, a new year, a fresh new beginning.
Leaving the past behind and never looking back.
Putting my right leg forward and trusting God with every step I take.

P.S: I may not be online so often for awhile as my laptop is in the workshop and apparently there is something wrong with it and also there are only two laptops left at home...no personal laptop for my personal use. Sobs

P.S.S: Happy new year to everyone and hope you all will have a great start!

-Chelle-