My Penang trip.

Finally, my turn to drive!





We took time to camwhore...





We were greeted with a beautiful sight of the sun setting.




The menu: Lala, Chun Piah, Sotong, Crabs, Mee, Oysters etc. Sadly, I can't really eat seafood.





The gorgeous sunrise.





My fabulous parents ho finally managed to take time off and bring us up to Penang- after me bugging them for three months.





I admit- I was dreaming of my prince charming.






Another gorgeous sunset.





Another shot of us.





One last shot before I knocked out.


The end!

Starting something new.

Tomorrow's a new day.

New day. New beginning. A fresh start.

Father, I pray that You will be with me the whole of tomorrow. Bring me comfort, peace and security. Amen.

-chelle-

I want to forget and let go....

Sometimes I really, truly, genuinely, sincerely wish that I cannot always remember everything especially those people or events that have cause me pain. However, every time I close my eyes, every time I day dream and every time I lay in bed waiting to fall into a deep sleep, the person, the events play through my mind like a movie. I know you may think that all of us have gone through such things, but I remember EVERYTHING and when I say everything I mean: what I wore or what the other person wore during that event, the chronological order of things, the actions done and the words spoken. I remember EVERYTHING...nothing slips away. So, how do I forget it all then? Worst still, if I can't forget does that mean I can never let go?

-chelle-

Mistakes

The biggest mistake personally was trusting you. It doesn't matter how long you've known a person, you can never know the real them. It does hurt but what can I do? What is done is done isn't that so? Sadly, the scars will remain forever and it will always be a part of me.

The biggest mistake academically was my decision back when I was in Form 4. It was a decision I regretted in the beginning, then in the end I thought to myself that it was worthwhile. However, now...today, I have to admit it definitely has been the biggest mistake in my academic life so far. A mistake that will haunt me for a long; long time.

I have to admit: I regret both those decisions I made and am wishing every minute that I could turn back time and do it all over again.

-chelle-

temporary on-hold

sorry people...currently reconstructing my blog. It's definitely going to take a while for the fact my sister is having her exams this week. Yes, people I depend on her to redesign my blog.

-chelle-

It's harder than I thought it would be

I tried to go on like I never knew you

I'm awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

For without you, I'm going to be incomplete.

I do my best to let go, to forgive and forget but I can't. Memories of you and me haunt me day and night. I try and try but it doesn't work. I wish...really wish for once I can never remember anything; anything about you!

-chelle-