Goodbye is the hardest thing to say

You said you were leaving
I could not believe it
I wasn’t ready….

I wasn’t ready to say goodbye
Because goodbye is the hardest thing to say.

To: my friends in Melbourne; Australia, Texas; America and Vancouver; Canada - love and miss you all very much.

a sentimental moment.

-chelle-

post valentine

Two days ago, the world celebrated Valentine's Day. Love filled the entire earth's atmopshere. Everywhere you looked and everywhere you went, it was bouquet of roses lining up the streets and boxes of chocolates could be found in almost every table- especially ones that belonged to a girl.

As much as I love presents and having someone; be it a special person or just a friend, to celebrate this so called "the most romantic day of the year" I was honestly awfully happy to have made a decision the week before not to celebrate it at all.

However, thank you to all my friends who sent me Valentine's messages (non stop) through out the whole day. =D.

I enjoyed celebrating this day a few years back and even though I know many of my friends are saying that this is the time when girls my age should be falling head over heels or into love etc. etc. I don't think it is a must right?

I mean what if you're just happy being single and when you look at your guy friends or any guy, you just don't feel anything? Sometimes, when you say you like being single or you prefer being single, your friends look at you with the 'no way are those words coming out from THIS girl's lips' look. It seems so unbelievable that for once you just are satisfied having no special person.

As for me, I've got a very; very special person whom I love dearly- with all of my heart and life and the best thing is He loves me back more than I could ever love Him. I can say that He is my one and only perfect and true love - He's my God.

-chelle-

the pictures says it all...

credits go to my sis- (the one who walks on two and looks identical to me =p)

for editting the pictures.

-chelle-

This is the end

I saw you staring back at me
You said you still cared
But your eyes revealed a whole different story
How could I have been such a fool?
Sealing my own fate by letting my guard down

You took my hand and said I’m sorry
I looked at you and I knew
That this was the end
My heart could never trust again
I said goodbye and walked away forever

Sometimes, writing all your feelings down on a paper really makes a change- it helps lighten the burden, mend the broken feelings or heart a little...I don't really know what else but yeah it does help.

-chelle-

When you look me in the eyes

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

-chelle-

CNY 2008

Chinese New Year was...hmmm jamless for my family and I. Thank God for that! It was a pretty short journey since my dad's hometown is in Malacca. Here are a few pictures to capture the moments...nothing out of the ordinary but memories indeed.





This was new year's eve...my dad's family(we) don't exactly have the whole reunion dinner going on- we actually have a reunion lunch which consist of a lot of kampung food...





And this was of course on New year's day...sadly the picture is a little too bright but never mind you can still see my adorable niece's face. She's very smart for a 2 year old...

Pumping a little iron before the dinner...yeah right. Haha.

The picture says it all...

One last pose before leaving the hotel!

We stayed in Malacca for three days only; which actually is the usual and we stay in a hotel...one reason my dad has 10 siblings so yeah...and erm my mum and I prefer hotels. (we're the spoilt brats..shoo). Sadly, this time around we didn't get to eat the Malacca's JOnker Street pork satay which for your information is super delicious. Erm, it is sad but I'm grateful we didn't because I've put on some unwanted fat...essh.

Well, time to hit the ropes again...cioa! I hope you all had a good CNY as I did.


-chelle-

Here are a few pics of what I have been up to the past month...

First time "shopping" for a dress

I love this dress!!! Sadly, my parents weren't around for me to bodek and get money! eesh

Of course I enjoyed sitting down and chatting away- catching up with a few friends!

Hmmm, what else have i been up to?

Oh, that's simple! Sleeping with my baby sister. DUHHH!!!

Okay, there were other things like cleaning the house, tutoring and etc. but I didn't take pics of it...well it's okay.

Because the one who knows us best, loves us the most!

How would you feel if someone knew everything about you-- even your deepest, darkest secrets? What if this person knew everything...literally everything; all the good, the bad and even the ugly?

Guess what? There is someone who knows you to that extend! That is kind of scary, isn't it? However, what if I told you: that; that one who knows you completely-- inside and out-- also loved you more than you could even imagine-- with no strings attached?

I know it sounds outrageous and unbelievable but it is true! God is the one who knows us and His response is love. Maybe when you hear "God loves you", you wonder, "Why? Why me?"...to be honest I always ask him that question.(It's my favourite question to ask).

The answer: God doesn't love you because of who you are or anything you've done. He loves you simply because of who He is. It's His character. His is the purest, most powerful, most perfect form of love there is.

The one amazing thing that I've learned about God's love for me and you of course...is that when we do accept His love, we experience security. His perfect love chases fear away and replaces it with freedom.

"But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8)

-chelle-

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How have I been? What have I been up to? Hmmm...the answers are simple: lazy and nothing! =P Well, okay maybe not absolutely nothing but yes I've become more and more lazy! Who cares?! I'm on a long; long holiday...well hopefully when I restart school my brain isn't permanently dead. =D Sometimes, when I talked to my friends who have started college etc, I do envy that they are actually busy. I know you must really think I'm mad for envy-ing people who have to study but that just shows how bored I am. However, at the same time I am also still thankful that I've got a long holiday and am not rushing to hit the books...yet. Thankfully, this coming week I'll be busy...busy doing what you may ask...well isn't it simple? Busy collecting Ang Paus duh!!! hehe. And okay, for the sake of a few of my friends, I will take and post a few pics of what I have been up to the past month ok?...in my next post that is.

-chelle-

P.S: GONG XI FA CHAI!!!