Lenovo S10

I strongly suggest that if you're looking for a laptop, don't buy Toshiba, simply because it is LONG LASTING! Trust me on this one. I've had my laptop since form 3 and it has gone to the technician a number of times to reboot, clear everything...everything to help it not slow down etc and even with multiple Blue Screens, it is still going strong! I seriously feel like killing it but mum says "no mercy killing and no getting Anya to help you kill it."

So, I have to wait until this fella dies, then only can I get my new baby! Simple yet sophisticated and yes it has to be black in colour. If I'm going to do a certain course I'm going to beg for my baby because this stupid fella cannot download many kinds of files etc.

P.S: Next time, if you don't want to spend too much money on your children, buy them a Toshiba but don't buy one for yourself. =D

My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you wanted to, your dreams stay big and your worries stay small.

-chelle-

A break after 'Zaman Penjajahan'.

-You-
First Name: Michelle
Nickname: Chelle. Panda. Big Buffalo.
Name you wish you had: Theona.
What do people normally mistake your name as: Michael or Mitchell.
Birthday: 16 Nov.
Single or taken: Taken (by the dead).
Zodiac sign: Scorpio.

-Your Appearance-
How tall are you: 165.5 cm
Wish you were taller: A little. Hehe.
Eye colour: Black.
Eye colour you want: Piercing blue.
Natural Hair colour: Black.
Hair colour: Auburn Red.
Short or long hair: Long.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color: Not until I'm 21.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: Nothing much.
Glasses or contacts: Glasses.
Do you wear make-up: Does lipstick count?
Ever had hair extensions: No.

-In the opposite gender-
What colour eyes: Piercing baby blue. No fakeys!
What colour hair: Yummy chocolate like Ben Barnes'.
Shy or Outgoing: Both.
Looks or personality: Personality first.
Sexy or Cute: Both.
Serious or Fun: Depends.
Older or Younger than you: Older.(I have a strict rule about dating guys younger or same age.)
A turn on: Piercing blue eyes, deep set dimples and gorgeous smile.
A turn off: A boy/guy/man who has no respect for a girl/lady/woman as an individual and not just a 'female'.

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates: Flowers.
Pepsi or Coke: Neither.
Rap or Rock: Neither.
Relationship or One night stand: Neither. (Yeah, I don't mind being single.)
School or Work: Work, if and only if, it involves Egypt.
Love or Money: Now, MONEY!
Movies or Music: Can't choose.
Country or City: City. New York or London or Dubai.
Sunny or Rainy days: Rainy days.
Friends or Family: Family.

-Have you ever-
Lied: Who hasn't?
Stole something: No.
Smoked: No.
Hurt someone close to you: Yes.
Broke someone's heart: I usually do so only if they deserve it.
Had your heart broken: Yes, thanks for the experience. :)
Wondered what was wrong with you: Yes.
Wish you were a prince/princess: No.
Liked someone who was taken: I don't think so.
Shaved your head: No way.
Been in love: Yes.
Used chopsticks: Yes.
Sang in the mirror to yourself: Yes.

-Favorites-
Flower: Lavender for its smell and roses just because they are roses.
Candy: None.
Song: The Climb and No Boundaries.
Scent: Burberry, the Beat!
Colour: Black, always.
Movie: Titanic.
Singer: None.
Word: 'Egypt'.
Junk food: Peanut butter bread.
Website: Ancient Egyptian History.
Location: Egypt.
Animal: Doggy.
Ever cried over someone: Yes.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: Overall, no.
Do you think you're attractive: Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: Aladdin.
Do you play any sports: ROFL!

The rules:
Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

Facts:
1. I'm in love with Ancient Egyptian History.
2. I have a huge crush on...too bad slowly find out yourself.
3. I suffer from OCD.
4. I will choose Egypt over a guy but if it is a man..we'll see. Haha.
5. I love the colour black on me but my room is blue.
6. My favourite item is my Winnie the Pooh from mummy.
7. Porsche is my dream car.
8. I will go to Egypt one day.

I tried to change the blog background to something less gloomy or morbid but I couldn't stand the sight of it after visiting other blogs that were black in colour. Confession time: I'm obsessed with the colour black. :D

-chelle-

T.R.F

"Ceh I thought what"

Thought what! You don't even know how much love and admiration I have for the place.
Its beauty, its history, its architecture and every thing about it makes me palpitate!

I watched Transformer 2: Revenge of the Fallen (sorry Gabby)and well I understand why guys are fascinated by Megan Fox- cannot deny that she is hot!; realises that Shia Lebouf is a great actor- he is definitely talented!; and almost threw my bottle at the screen, said "oh no" a little too loud, had my heart beat racing like that gorgeous looking silver race car in the movie when Michael Bay decided to use the Giza Pyramid as the place where the Deceptions crushed it into half!

All in all, it was a great summer movie with the big exception of the Giza Pyramid.

-chelle-

Feelings.

Boy...this is complicated! One day I think "I do" and the next I think "I don't" and then later "I'm so stupid for even thinking about that".


I'm flooded with all of this pain, I need to know if it's over.


-chelle-

Hotties.

His eyes are genuinely gorgeous and full of expression. His smile melts me. His chocolate hair is yummy!

He is definitely the oddball of my description of the ideal man- blue eyes and deep set dimples.






And just for the guys...Megan Fox.

At least I don't suffer from hallucination like some people. *ehem*

-chelle-

Ridiculous.

Chris Brown Avoids Jail Time in Rihanna Assault

I think that he should have been sentenced to four years in prison as initially decided. Is it just because he is a celebrity, that is why he can get away with such an act?


"The second a man hits you, LEAVE." Halle Berry.

-chelle-

4W 1H.

I know WHAT I want.
I know WHY I want it.
I know WHEN I want it.
I know WHERE I want it.



But I don't know HOW.

It is as if my dream has come crashing down upon me and I can't find the way out.

-chelle-

Those with a faint heart, please do not read! I am warning you right now, hence, you cannot sue me!

I was TV surfing a couple nights ago, refusing to sleep early and then I came upon this channel- one of my favourites- 555 a.k.a The History Channel and the programme was about Ancient Discoveries specifically Ancient Torture Technics. I found it ABSOLUTELY INTRIGUING AND INTERESTING! I was really really fascinated by the methods they had used back then and...well...there is just something about 'ancient' that brightens me up. Although I do have to admit that their ways were very abhorrent especially the torture method founded in Romania by the Emperor OK, I kind of forgot his name 'Dracula'. This was where people got the character 'dracula' from as he lusted for blood so much!

Those who are sentenced to whatever form of punishment in today's law MUST be absolutely grateful for the punishment they have or are receiving, simply because the torture methods way back then were absolutely horrifying (but FASCINATING!)

1. Torching a person alive for thousands to watch in the amphitheater.

2. Stretching a person to death. (Did you know that if you slowly stretch a person, his bones will break instead of the ligaments? It has been proven in the show- so cool!)

3. Tying a person to a stake and setting fire around him.

4. Slowly pushing into a person mouth a sort of bottle in the shape of a pear; which when the hook is turn, the pear shape bottle widens bit by bit, till the person's jaw breaks.

5. Whipping with metal hooks at the end of every rope.

6. And the most abhorrent of all, pushing a stick into a person's bottom all the way up to his mouth. This has been proven scientifically and laid down in records that a person may suffer under the scorching sun and endure the dreadful pain for two full days!

I know, I know it all sounds absolutely horrifying and, my mum and A have scolded me for being so cruel...well my mum made me stop half way but I couldn't. I just have this bad habit of when I have read or watched something fascinating I have to tell people.

-chelle-

Just a thought.

Why does it have to be so hard?

-chelle-

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S

What have I been up to since Friday (the day my exam finished!)

Friday: Got nails done- a little quiet time alone. Nap. Go for YAC.

Saturday: Clean car. Hit the gym. Go for youth. Stay back for music practice. Ate Korean BBQ (yummy!)

Sunday: Church. Nap. Wait for sister to finish playing Frisbee. Went for dinner with uncle, aunty and little Tessa.

Monday: Clean room!!!! (man, how did it get so messy?!). Watch TV. Dinner. Online?...

How should I spend my holidays? Gym? Torture sister and other students with Sejarah? Shopping? Movie?

Thank yous to The Climb- Miley Cyrus. No Boundaries- Adam Lambert. for helping me keep my eyes on the prize!

-chelle-

Positive and negative.

I don't understand why I have a passion for something that doesn't seem to be leading me to the right path.


On a brighter and more positive note: EXAMS ARE OVER EXAMS ARE OVER EXAMS ARE OVER EXAMS ARE OVER EXAMS ARE OVER.....I HAVE 2 MONTHS BREAK I HAVE 2 MONTHS BREAK I HAVE 2 MONTHS BREAK!

-chelle-

I'm left alone to recall all the memories.

Why did you have to come into my life
When you were going to leave?
Why did you keep me going
When you knew that it wasn't meant to be?
Why did you say all you said
When you didn't mean it?


Now I am standing under the rain
So no one will see me cry
And I'm wondering why.
With every lightning strike
I remember all our memories.

Do you know how to mend a broken heart?

-chelle-

4:6. 5:6.

4/6 and two hours later, 5/6.

It was definitely a stressful pass few days but it all worked out well. Thank God for that!!!

One more left and then 2 months and 2 weeks of break. Am going to find a way to climb up that mountain even more.

-chelle-

Just a thought.

After surfing and checking multiple websites, I'm driven to do it even more.

Why do I have this passion, when it seems like there is no way to fulfill it?

He said "pray" and that I shall do.

-chelle-

Stumble.

Results of 'stumbling':

Pet lovers i.e Leishia, scroll down or you will regret not doing so.




ANUUK




BOBO




DYLAN




MATTHEW does he look like an adorable rabbit or what?




OLIVE Anya's relative, who is unbelievable cute!




MARK and NOSEY Don't ask me why he has two names when it looks like there's only one adorable blacky!




LOKI I found my blue eyed guy and he has sharp features too!!! *faints*





Good to see you *hugs*.

Going over to A's house for the next four days to make her life even crazier...hehe.

-chelle-

After effects of Bones and Lear.

Bones Bones Bones!!! *jumps up and down*





"If there are no gods, suicide is impossible. There is only death. Suicide cannot alter human fate, but it only accelerates it...it is a surrender." Jan Kott.

-chelle-

3:6

3/6.

I hope what I wrote was adequate. Well, at least I don't have to study about some stupid English Teacher anymore but Literature has taught me to admire Virginia Woolf, who in her own amazingly special way wrote a book about "the world seen by the sane and the insane" in such a captivating manner.

Next stop, a Shakespeare's 'king' and a mayor from 'Casterbridge'.

I saw you,
Our memories flooded my mind,
But that was all to it,
You were my past and will always be.

-chelle-

Why?

Can I ask: Why do people bother having a long-distance relationship?


If you can't hold him in your arms when he is broken into pieces...
If you can't jump into his arms when you are rejoicing...
If you can't have his shoulder to cry on...
If you can't help but miss him like crazy when you're surrounded by couples...
If you can't enjoy a beautiful night out with him beside you...
If you can't go for a stroll by the beach with his arm around you...
If you can't bear the thought of being away from him, another day...
If you can't look him in the eyes and tell him "I love you"...



Why do you put yourself in so much agony when you say "I miss him badly" and are all in tears?

the 'he' can be replaced with a 'her'.

-chelle-

2:6

2/6

Not as easy as the first but more than manageable, thankfully.
I felt the stress this time around, thus, handwriting was not all that great; which is a very hard thing for me.
I kept reminding myself of the un-crick-ing of my neck and back after the exam, and that surprisingly kept me going but it also reminded me about my aching lefty.

Sorry people, unless I have something more interesting than my exams and the visit to the cute-friendly South African doctor, there is nothing much going on in my life.

If I can find a younger version of the South African who adores Ancient History and comes so close from Egypt, a good masseur, friendly and funny WITH NO WIFE OR KIDS, can I grab him?

-chelle-