Just for you

For the first 16 years of my life...


You nursed me when I was sick,
You kept me safe from harm,
You cooked all my meals,
You taught me how to be a lady,
You taught me that 'brains is worth more than beauty',
And most of all,
You loved me.


With love,
Your granddaughter.

Just complaining

It's almost end of the year and before the year wraps up, it is a norm for all of us to have tons of datelines to meet. Here are my 'things to do' before 6th of November:

1. Study for AS Economics
2. Finish my Poem critical appreciations (Seriously, William Wordsworth is a great poet but he never had anything better to do in his life except spend time with freaking Nature.)
3. Finish reading 'Mill on the Floss'. Shakespeare is so much better a writer than George Eliot.
4. Restudy Sejarah SPM. Why? Because I agreed to give a guy a crash course on Sejarah.
5. Restudy Sejarah F1. Why? Because I tutor a friend who is sitting for her F1 finals.

Yup, that is only the beginning. I'm sure all of you understand the pressure of exams. Hence, to all of my friends who are sitting for their finals sooner or later, I have only one thing to say: "All the best!"

-chelle=

*mouth wide open*

It was a normal cool evening and my friend and I decided to go to the nearby outdoor gym. While exercising, we saw this BEAUTIFUL BLACK SLICK S class Mers! Obviously, we had our jaws wide open when we saw the car and with the side of our eyes, we observed where the car was heading to. When we decided it was enough of exercising (yes, people I do exercise!) my friend suggested that we go hunting for that BEAUTIFUL CAR! Hence, we walked towards the direction where we saw the car heading to and viola! We saw the car on the move and sadly it belonged to a Malay family. I saw a lady walking towards the car with her back facing us and when she turned around, I got the shock of my life! It was my previous KH teacher,who so happened to be my former neighbour too. And there is she run in front of my eyes, with a S class Mers, a new BMW and a sports car... and to close the deal living in a 1.2 million house!!! *faints*

I have nothing left to say...I was just too much in shock to find out that it was my former teacher's house. ARGH!!!!

God...please use me!

What do you do when you know your friend is in need but she doesn't say anything?

Me? I, first of all, feel absolutely helpless wishing that I can do more than just wait for her to tell me instead of keeping it all to herself. It really stinks because she's such a strong and independent girl, and knowing her well enough, she won't say anything until she feels like she really can't handle it.

But by keeping quiet and waiting for her to open up, is that all I can or should do? I feel like an absolute hopeless and terrible friend.

Then I look up to the sky and say a little prayer. Praying hard that He will use me well to help my friend through it all.


P.S: I'm not talking about 'what shoe or clothes to buy' sort of problem. Thus, I am not that insane.

-chelle-

Just a post

New background or skin as many would call it. Nothing fancy at all. Just felt like changing it and thought that I shouldn't be anymore morbid- means no more black.

Going over to stay at my friend's house for the next 5 nights...haha. Best part no parents!!! Free flow of...erm drinks! Lol as if can drink since I have class everyday. Surround sound system theater, flat screen TV, ps3 and 24 hours internet connection and just us girls...hehe.

-chelle-

Expectations= Unwanted Noise

"Please la, it's you...sure no problem wan la"

"I'm sure you got all A wan right..."

"If you don't pass means I die la"

"You got good memory mah...sure easy for you wan"

"My guess Michelle and Sunny will the only ones who understand what I'm teaching if you combine classes"

All of the above are not even close to what I hear almost everyday. What may seem to you as encouragements or compliments are actually EXPECTATIONS to me. You people honestly have to STOP expecting me to always be on top of everything that I do. It doesn't mean I have a good memory, I will be able to remember every freaking single detail. It doesn't mean I love History, I will love Law. It doesn't mean I'll always get As...NO I should be allowed to have my own failures and learn from them without having you idiotic noises telling me that "Oh please it's you...sure no problem wan". Thanks to those so- called encouragements, I was and still am not satisfied with my SPM results!...It's because of you people, that is why I have an extra burden to perform better in my exams. It's because of all your stupid expectations...expectations that have gone overboard!!

It's clear it's been a bad day for me...listening to all your stupid expectations. But I read something that comforted me and obviously it did not come from you people...it came from Him.

" For our present troubles are quite small and won't last very long. Yet they produce for us an immeasurably great glory that will last forever!" 2 Corinthians 4:17

-chelle-

Flirty? Sexy? Girly? Sophisticated?

I am honestly generally a girl who would do anything not to be seen in a dress or a skirt. I love jeans and have always loved jeans. However, lately especially this year I sort of have had this craving for a dress and well I have tried on a number of
dresses but it is either I don't dare wear them outside the dressing rooms or it is too pricey or I don't see the point of buying them even though they may be absolutely adorable. Haha. My good friend and I have planned to hunt down a dress for her and myself for our birthdays. Since she has found hers...I'm still on the hunt for my perfect dress. My style? A dress with a touch of elegance and flirty-ness...that is if I can find one. So here are a few that I have tried on:












What about a White dress to bring my 'innocent angelic' look out? HAHAHAHA





A sweet light Brown dress for a flirty touch?





A funky short dress?




What about a nice long Boho dress? (Which I absolutely adore!!!)











Last choice? Back to Basic! The Little Black Dress (LBD)...besides Black suits my skin tone best.

Just my thought

Saw you

Didn't bother looking twice

Heard from you (that was daring!)

Felt the chemistry

But something doesn't connect

Yet our chemistry is something I can't deny

What do I do?

-chelle-