I wonder what you think when I talk about my dream, my desire and my goal in life. It seems to me that you think I am mad, I am only 19 and I don't know what I am talking about, that I have no clue about life.
It can be so frustrating at times when you look at me with those eyes. Don't you know that I understand you through your eyes? You don't have to lie with a smile or your words because your eyes tell me that you think I am just selfish, heartless and that I don't value other things in life.
I do! I know who are the most important people in my life and I don't need your negativity to bring me down, to tell me that I am wrong.
I know that I should ignore all your unspoken thoughts and feelings, but I am only human and I will feel discouraged. I am different, yes, way different from you...so different that sometimes I just feel that we cannot connect.
I finally know what it means, to let someone in, to see the other side of me, that no one ever does or will.
-chelle-
2 comments:
I'm sorry over what happened. But hey, people with big dreams are so often aimed and shot at by people who believe in being "realistic".
Perhaps you would like to stick a Post-It Note over them that tells you that they may not have achieved their dreams, thats why they shoot you down and stuff.
Or you would prefer a more...morally uplifting version, which you can try to persuade yourself to believe.
But I think in the end, true love conquers all, ya?
Go for it. Chase Egypt. Chase after the dead men you're dying to meet and adore. XD Chase after the barely-believable ancient society that is the foundation of our world, whose technologies we still apply today.
And maybe someday you'll be such a pro in Egyptology that you'll be able to discuss the wonders of their architecture and art with me, ya? XD
Haha. Thanks Esther!!! *hugs* You are seriously one of those very few people who actually really understand.
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