If this is all it has to offer to me, I don't want even a single piece of it! It is really not worth my time, my confusion, my mind and most importantly, not worth my heart!


This is why E comes before it. E's worth my time, my mind, and all the pain my heart has to go through.
Not like it, E's pain is beneficial and worth everything!


How stupid can I be to fall for it every single time?! I wish that part of me will just shut down.


J, I know you said "self avoidance" but I rather be that than be broken.


my fragile heart is almost broken.


-chelle-